The Special One..
I was on the phone with The Special One last night. Another one that will not answer phone calls if I were to meet any kind of danger. I called him while I was walking home, but he didn’t answer. I was kind of lost as I took a new route and thus alighted at a new stop. Was figuring my way home, walking through some deserted void deck, but at least it was well-lit as compared to the dark and quiet Little Guilin walkway. Same as tbb who won’t pick up phone calls when I called him the other time while walking home. Same case man. Now I know who not to call huh..haha..
The Special One called back after a really loooooong time and so we started chatting. It just reminds me of the days in Year 2 Term 1 when we were also chatting occasionally. It feels very comfortable, talking to you. There’s nothing to hide, there’s nothing to fear. I am glad that the both of us have matured, since the last when we were 18 years old kids.
I enjoy talking to you, and it should be a mutual feeling yeah? Haha..tell me not if it’s not. The line: “Are you sure you are not okay?” is still vividly repeating in my head. Hmm, yah after asking me once again, I finally told you what was wrong with me yeah? I guess nothing can break me, unless it has to do with relationships. It is the only thing that I suck at. The only thing that has hurt me, again and again.
But I hate it when you re-appeared and disappeared from my life. Just like that. I hate it when you have wanted to travel up to Thailand with me via the slow steam train and it got me all excited and you just disappeared after that. And now that you have once again re-appear, are you going to be gone, just like the previous time? I guess I just do not want to be upset once again.
And once again, I was surprised that you sms-ed me after that. Wasn’t expecting it to be you. Hmm, was expecting it to be someone else. Yeah, I was still awake. But you were wrong, haha, I was not doing any school work, was in fact chatting. Especially to Larry who was trying to learn BASIC CHINESE so that he can go China and find a wife. So we were like desperately trying to converse in han yu pin yin. And I learnt something new: hamster is called long mao. Haha..Mr. 29 was online last night too..hmm…..and dear Gil, you can do it man! Churn out that 10,000 words report! I am sure you can do it! Cos you are Gillian How! If Gillian How cannot do it, who else can?
ISETAN Private Sale
I skipped classes yesterday to go shopping. There was this ISETAN private sale, which I was so tempted to go. But it has to clash with my Thursday classes! So in the end I chose shopping to schooling. Gina was my evil shopping mate. Haha. Ultimately, it boils down to being happy. Retail therapy makes me happy, even if it is for a short period of time. The damage was only $140 – 6 tops. And the colours are still the same, either black or red. My colours. Black to hide my fats, red to bring me luck. And the occasional splash of PINK. I was telling Gina that I DO wear red for exams/quiz/anything important for LUCK. So if you see me wearing red, it means that I am having something important to do for the day! I tried on the Levis Princess Fit yesterday. Wah I didn’t know I can actually squeeze into a 26! Wahahahaha…all the while I thought I am a 27 or 28 man…anyway it was nice man….but it costs $179.50…too expensive already..i cant bear to fork out the $$..
Did I tell you that my mummy is more “powerful” than me? Yesterday she was out of the house at 0830. With her big group of friends, she went to the ISETAN sale, followed by Pepper Lunch and Swensens ice cream after that. Came home only at 3pm. Power man. They even called themselves the “condo TAI-TAIs”. Now you know where I inherit my “enjoying life” kind of lifestyle from huh..haha..this is what I will always tell her whenever she says I have been going out too often or whenever I am spending too much. She is also the same, she has like countless number of bags, clothes and whatsoever. Like mother, like daughter. She got me a belt. She wanted to get me more stuff, but she doesn’t know whether I will like it or not.
I am going to miss my brother..
I slept in my room last night. The room that I share with my brother. It has been ages since I have last slept there. I was actually dead tired last night. It was like 3am and I have morning classes. I have to wake up at 7am man. But..but…but..my silly brother was talking to me. We were like lying on our beds, getting to sleep. He started chatting. I guess he wasn’t that tired. We talk like that, sometimes. I know I will miss all these, when he gets into NS. He’s like getting in next week. Hence, as tired as I was, I continued with the conversation till I couldn’t take it and gradually fell asleep. I know I will miss him. His crappiness, his nonsense, his talkativeness.
There will be:
no one for me to throw my temper at whenever I need someone to vent out to,
no one for me to talk to when I need someone to listen,
no one for me to be entertained to when I don’t feel like talking
no one for me to be all silly when I feel like being a child again..
Manhattan Fish Market! Seafood Platter for 2!
Have always wanted to try this. Headed down to PS with Peiyu after classes. And not before we took photos in school. Remember to send me the photos hor!
Us looking like that when we did not sleep well..
Bienale 2006 in SMU Campus Green
We didn't finish the platter, leaving behind a lot a lot of fries! There goes my dieting plans once again. I ate a lot of rice!
Gummy Bears and Contact Lense Solution!
Dearest Peiyu gave me a surprise by giving me a packet of Gummy Bears from Germany and a box of contact lense solution! So touched! It was so out of the blue! Like she was buying the contact lense solution the night before and she thought of me! Wahhh.........thanks girl!
I need someone to tell me that I should study. Someone to tell me that I should pay more attention to school.
Was just thinking about it this morning. I have always wanted to tell this to people close to my heart. As much as I seem to be busy going out with other friends, and resulted in me not being able to meet you, it’s really all of you that matters the most to me. I am really bad at words..the point that I hope to get across is that, it is you people who are the most important to me. Likewise, I would like it a lot if my future half would be that understanding. For example, let’s say I have to go out and socialize/network most of the time. But at the end of each day, as long as I do get to meet him or we do get to communicate, I will be a happy girl. So if you are that understanding, please come forward and let me know you. Hahaha..
