I have always wanted to write about this. Some days ago, I was very upset. My unhappiness didn’t grow lesser; actually I just threw it at the back of my head and hope that it will never come back again. But this evening, while I was on the way to tuition, it just hit me back so strongly.
Sometimes I really don’t know what I am doing.
Gil: You seem very busy lately.
I feel very lost and confused. Like that day I wanted to go West Mall after school. I went there, went up to L4. Went into one shop. Realised that there’s nothing to do in WM. Walked out of the shop. Left West Mall.
Little Man with Gil and Gang
During the week, I caught Little Man with Gil, May, Alex, Michael and Jun Ming. I didn’t like the movie. I took bus home instead of the usual train ride. I left May even though I told her that we would take train home together. So sorry girl. It was a very strong urge to take a bus home. I guess that’s the way I act whenever I am unhappy. To shut everyone out. To be somewhere where I will be alone. I was on the phone with TBB throughout my entire journey home. He never fails to make me laugh every time. But it was also this time round when I felt more upset after talking to him. I was already so upset, and I felt more upset after hanging up. Surprisingly, I had a good night sleep despite feeling sad. I guess I was really tired. But once I woke up, the unhappiness just hit me once again. You know how it’s like? You opened your eyes to realize that it’s day light and suddenly you are reminded of the unhappiness that you have been feeling the day before. The feeling’s really terrible.
Saturday Lunch with Gina
I met up with Gina for lunch at Sakae and some shopping on Saturday! It was really nice seeing her, and I saw Zhenning too! The last time I saw him was like in Primary 6. Haha, the world’s actually so small; Gina and Zhenning are like super duper good friends right now? Yeah..
Saturday Dinner with Gil and Gang
Met up with Gil and gang after that for dinner @ Marina Bay. Gil and gang. Haha..too lazy to spell everyone out. It reminds me of those days when Gil, SM and May would come over to my place for some rounds of board games..wanna have another session one of these days? Haha..I wouldn’t mind.. Yah..so there were Gil, SM, May, Dap, Michael and Jun Ming. I made a big hoo-ha for letting the cat out of the bag. Really sorry man. I am not that careless most of the time right? Haha..we ended up at East Coast Hawker Centre, eating those Newton’s kinda food. Good, affordable fare, why not?
We went to Partyworld after that. Me going KTV? Since when man? Oh before that, we went for pool at this ulu ulu place where we were rather pissed with the managment. I think I was lucky (cos I had my Mickey tee with me), so I managed to get a few balls in! Hahaha..
Daphne and I. After ktv-ing. It was like 4am in the morning.
Hmm, I met up with someone that I haven’t seen for ages. I don’t know why I asked him out. It was something that perhaps I have wanted to do so. Yup, someone who is special to me too, now and always. We caught The Banquet, which left us feeling so puzzled after which. Haha..
Sunday Dinner with Uni Friends!
After that, I met up with Peiyu, Wu Xia and Keong for dinner at Ding Tai Feng. It's a pity that Larry couldn’t make it. The last time we had a gathering was like 1 year ago? That’s damn long ago. I will always remember the times we spent together at the old campus, especially in Year 1 Term 2. It is really unforgettable. The days where we will just go out and have fun after school, the times where we just stay behind after class and hang out in school, the times where we will always have tea breaks during projects. I also miss the times when Wu Xia, Keong and I spent. We would go for dinners, lunches, coffee. And most importantly, that Malaysia trip! Nothing beats the satay we had at Kajang! Singapore’s satay is nothing compared to Malaysia! Trust me! Up till now, it’s still the best that I have ever had! I still remember us trying to order satay in Malay! I still remember we had to rush back to school from Malacca for a presentation! Those were the days..
KL + Genting Pictures!
Late August, I went on this trip with Gil, May and Show Meng. It was really a fun trip, a long awaited one in fact, cos the last time I actually left Singapore was a year ago (Bangkok). I had fun and laughter, despite many inconveniences (i.e. loooooong coach rides, no more available hotel rooms, etc) I am glad that I went with no one else, but the 3 of them, as these 3 individuals are really so unique that no one is able to replace their positions in my heart! And gil, I am glad that I have gotten to know SM a little better with this trip! He's really very very nice to you! So here are the pictures:
Genting! All of us were freezing there man! But we still wanted to take pictures without our sweaters on! Haha..so that explains the 4 mugs of latte to warm us up! Remember the "我很冷 我很冷" or the "我很热 我很热"? I do still believe it really helps man..
KL! Yummy yummy yummy foood! Hahahha..I just kept on eating and eating!
The coach journey to and fro! I think we spent more time in the coach than anywhere else! Imagine 9 hours from KL to Singapore! It's just so scary! And not to forget the very scary toilet experience I had with May! But I enjoyed the coach ride a lot, cos the 3 of us talked a lot, about anything, everything.
KLCC! KL is just too big for a short 3D2N trip! I want to go there again! Oh we saw policemen on horses too!! I want to stay in the same hotel in KL! So nice and near everywhere! Who wants to go travelling with me again?
Okay, if anyone manages to read till this point...hmm..I will be MIA for a short period of time. Cos I need to concentrate on my school work and stuff..will be back soon by October 7th..so ask me out again yeah!
Fanny - if you are reading this, hmm..when are you free to meet up with me and Shir? During term break kk? Hee..
Benson - sorry for not meeting you yesterday. Next time kk? I want to tell you about what's happening to me and how lost I am man! Haha..and you better update me with your stuff too!
Gil and Gang - We will meet up soon for more fun and laughter yeah?
