Tuesday, August 08, 2006

I want to sleep..

I haven't been sleeping well, since last Friday. Last night was the worst, I logged off msn at 2+am, wanting the much needed sleep. Planned to sleep till 12pm today, so that I can make up for the loss in sleep. I tossed and turned in bed, and at the same time blowing my nose away. Is the illness finally becoming full-blown? I have been in semi-sickness since a week ago. Been taking flu medicine on and off for some nights, so that I might probably get well, or so that I can be fit the next day. But I don't seem to be recovering. My nose still feels blocked. Last night, as it started raining and as the silly me switched on the air-con, thinking that a colder environment probably won't wake me up till 12pm. I started sneezing. Am I having a sensitive nose these days? I went to take medicine, twice. First was a flu panadol, which didn't really help. Second was my old trusty flu syrup, which the guilty me takes whenever (okay most of the time) I can't sleep. It acts as a sleeping aid for me. I know it's bad, but I can't help it. Both didn't make me sleep for long.

I woke up to the loud noise coming from the tv. My dad was watching some show, and it was 5am. I went to the living room and starting chomping on some biscuit, hoping that a full stomach will make me feels tired, or perhaps my body thinks that it's hungry that's why I couldn't fall asleep. I went to bed at 7am and woke up at 9am. Tossed and turned, nothing helps. That's why I am here, at 945am.

This is really bad. I seem to be having at most 2 hours sleep at one go. I am planning to nap later, hopefully sleep can at least take away my tired look and make my eye bags less obvious.
Anyway, yes, I am feeling stressed. Over silly things. Stressed and excited. Haha. Post-internship isn't happening the way I want it to be. Sometimes, it feels worse.

Another person to add on to the news of Mr. Charming. Shir, Dap, Gil, May, Ruiting, Simin, Chee Ching and Shufen.

On another note, I have a date to watch the fireworks! Hoho! :P