Have been sighing more often than normal these few days. I should be happy, but I am not. I am just hoping that the start of school will bring everything back into balance. Working is in fact just an excuse for me to escape reality. I don't know who understands. All I am putting up is just a false front. I don't even know what I am doing, is it wrong to follow my heart? The more I try to pull away, the harder it seems to be. Health hasn't been good too. Fun and laughter is just a veil to hide all the unhappiness behind. I am so out of balance.
