I have always have this high tolerance level...maybe tolerance isn't the appropriate word to use here..it's like no matter how tough or how strong your character is, or the way/tone you used to talk to me each time, I will always try to make sure that I don't get easily irritated. Who else would tolerate this kind of attitude? Maybe someone else will. Who will keep on trying to engage conversations with you? Maybe someone else will. I am not trying to say that I have put in extra effort in this friendship or whether you are not trying hard enough. But sometimes I do feel that I give more than what I really deserve. Why is it so hard to have a decent conversation with you? I feel so tired.........
It's only when I am tired and hungry will I have the urge to pen this down.
