These days, things seem to be rather fuzzy. All I do all day round is to make sure I am on time for class, make sure that I am entertained on each train trip to and fro home, make sure that I sleep at least 4 hours etc. It feels different from the previous school term where school to me was literally SCHOOL and only HOME to a certain extent. No balanced lifestyle; perhaps the increased frequency of meeting up with friends this term, makes me feel..a little fuzzy. Not to mention that tuition took up 50% of my time last term, but I felt more "normal"? Haha, I lost my train of thoughts out of a sudden.

Oh yah, not to mention the decrease in the frequency of entries these few weeks. And my delayed update of Step Sun's concert and the sending of photos to the rest. (so sorry, it is still lying in my desktop, untouched since I uploaded them). Perhaps the motivation to, start leading a healthier lifestyle seems to be missing. Gone are the days where I would feel motivated to go gyming, which explains the increase in weight nowadays plus a more obvious tummy. Sigh. I live by "I will do it tomorrow". Big big sigh. I know it's not good, but I am lacking the motivation.

School's been okie. Great perhaps. Learnt a couple of stuff yet, and perhaps in between I learnt some important life lessons. Haha, sounds funny but hmm, doesnt make much sense to anyone except me anyway. Hmm, but strangely, friends think that I am having problems in school, by the questions that they asked each time they see me. One even relates my so-called problems to my msn nick, which only reads "wei ling" 99% of the time and nothing else. Probably there's some imaginary nicks going around yeah? Okie not funny.

I guess it's sad when a friend treats you like a competitor, and with that gradually becomes self-centered. And perhaps a friendship/relationship proves to be rather fragile when people just get out of your life whenever he/she thinks that you have done them something wrong etc. I guess, not many people know how to appreciate kindness that is showered on them. Generally, people always amplified disappointment/betrayal/misunderstanding/whatever that's bad; and play down kindness.

Hmm, Jiamin and I kinda had some misunderstanding? I dont know whether misunderstanding should be the appropriate word to term it. Hmm, I guess deep down inside I know that she still treasure the friendship, and I believe she knows that I do, too. Perhaps, being fuzzy makes me slower in processing stuff and having a ultimate slacky lifestyle. Like, I have been home since 6pm but I have not bathe yet? It's like 3 am right now but I feel awfully comfortable. I seriously think that's something wrong with me. Lost my train of thoughts again.

Been catching more tv programmes these days. Perhaps I have been watching too much stuff on tv. Making me very retarded and lethargic.

Hmm, I was thinking about something today. If you have a voucher of a spa treat for 2 to some super expensive place, would you:
a) bring your best friend along,
b) bring your boyfriend/girlfriend along,
c) bring someone that you feel like bringing

Okie point C doesnt really make sense cos it means either a or b, but it can means that you do not bring your bf/gf or your best friend, but someone you suddenly thought of and feel that he/she is suitable for the treat you are going to go for. Get it? Okie, ignore the spa and replace it with a concert, a meal, or something that is beneficial to you and you can only give it to 1 person.

I thought of this question today, and I havent come up with an answer yet. Oh, family is exluded in this question.

Hmm, Gil got me this belt from BKK. Thanks dear! Really like it! And I am glad that you thought of getting it for me. You made it more special cos you asked your friend to get it for you, as well as for me.


I think I shall go bathe now.


Anyway, to people who are concerned, please take everything that is written above as a pinch of salt as I am writing now at 3am and perhaps tend to be a little slightly....well, in short, I will definitely be alright as usual as you wont see me getting depressed over stuff in front of you; and also cos I cant be bothered to think about my own problems-not good though.