1. Right. Last post for the time being. Thanks to those who have been coming here and updating yourself about the happenings of my life.
2. It has been a hard period for me. After so long, I am still unable to understand, what is really wrong with me.
3. I cry, easily, but only to myself. Alone in the night.
4. I hide all my unhappiness, showing my smile to everyone else.
5. I distanced from everyone. But no one came and tried to pull me out.
6. I thought you will always be there for me. But it seems that, I am still wrong, after all. I tried to talk to you on msn, well I know I should not try to talk to you on msn but perhaps call you, but, it seemed difficult to talk to you on msn. What happened to the bond we once had? Just weeks ago? Gone? I dont know. Of course, I am not blaming you.
7. And gillian, I am not refering to you, cos you have been a great friend to me, and will always be. :)
8. I was sick last week. Only mummy was there for me.
9. Someone was there for me, in seconday school days. We drifted apart. We contacted each other again recently. But perhaps, there are some things in life, that should be kept still at where you last left them. Bumping into a friend that you haven't contact for some time, and realising that, you and her, cant really communicate as much as what you two did in the past. It hurts, or saddens everyone to learn of the very truth. Sweet memories, perhaps, should be kept at the moment where they are at the best. This way, your impression of them will not change.
10. Oh, I will not have a 21st birthday party.
11. dear, hope you know who you are. I feel a tinge of sadness whenever I read your entries on your blog. You have changed a lot you know? And you remind me of how much I have changed too. It always feel nice talking to you about anything, cos in a way, you always seem to understand why do I feel in this and that manner. But, for the sake of your health, quit smoking k?
12. I thought I would always have you in school to lean on to, cos you promised to be there for me. It hit upon me that, you have left me and you kinda broke your promise. But all I am glad now is that everything is fine and yup.
13. Of course, there are ups and downs in life, and everyone is experiencing them. I have been betrayed before, so have you. Yes I know. But, why do I still accept people back, with welcoming hands too, when they have let me down?
14. Why is the whole world feeling sorry just for themselves?
    
    
    
    
    I will be back, when I have stopped feeling sorry for myself.