Sometimes I really wish that internet will never exist. Blogs, really tell all you want to know. I wish I wasnt so curious to surf more and more, and when I knew of something that I shouldnt know about it, I really made me very upset.

But at least, it helps me to stop being the silly fool I am going to be.

Yeah, the very truth hurts. Badly.

And I dont understand why I am unable to let go of it, though others told me that it's just not worth getting upset over.

Of course, I am always the one hurting others and now, revenge has gotten back to me. My heart aches as badly as you once did. Yes, certainly I know you have no wish to hurt me at all, so just let me cry in my own agony.

What's the purpose of adding someone on msn when you dont really want to talk to her/him? Sorry if I will have to delete/block you, but I have no wish of you to know more about me. And I guess you dont want to talk to me either.

I thought I understand you. But, a few years down the road, you have become a stranger to me. And, the saddest part is that, you dont even understand me at all. But, why am I just so upset?

As much as I want to continue on with the friendship, I cannot do so. Cos the thought of you, makes me upset. Just get out of my life and live the life of yours. Please stop coming here.


To those who are concerned about me, thanks. Really appreciate it. But dont ask me what happened, for I wont tell you, and I dont want to be reminded of this all.